Hi Sweetheart, I'll try and keep this short, but you no mummy (im going to say Mum as your a Teenager now 13yrs old i cant beleive you will be 14 in October), well Tiffany i hope you like the Daisy Solar, Fibre Optic Butterflys, Metal coloured Butterflys, and the pink cherry Solar Powered Lights and other little Butterflys and Fairies Mum and John have bought for you, Tiffany i wish you and John had met, but if im honest with you which i swear i would always be with you, i honestly think i would be on my own as the love i have for you and just us being together was more than enough for me sweetheart i loved it just being me and you but-you would be doing so many differant things now with all your club's school so many things as id make sure i fought tooth and nail to get what you deserved and needed in life and if anyone reads this and thinks differant they do not know me at all!!!! Auntie Donna has met the RIGHT man now aww Tiffany he would make you laugh and definatly smile, his mane is Gordon and we get on great 1st for everything :-)in that department isn't it hehe. Today i was out at auntie Donna's then i went shopping for a few things, and then i went down to auntie Dannielles she made a great curry, (im so proud of her)me, auntie Donna, Gordon, Auntie Shona Auntie dannielle and Gavin (who knew you,)went to the Bingo I had you LOCK of Hair for Good luck so i'll take it every week with me, mum didn't win tonight auntie shona and donna were waiting on the same 1 number twice it happened (Look in on auntie shona, dannielle, Donna, your Big cousin Shelly and your wee cousin Kelsey, and other cousins Geo (bless him he talks so lovingly of you he is getting either your initial or name on him arm so thoughtful, and you have your other big cousins James and Daryl, and also stuartie, Saffron, Tejay, Natalie, Andrew and Dean, when i write it like that wow you have lots of cousins hunni :-) but you had enought love to go round and so do they. I have good and bad days a lot of down more but, but i have to get on with my life this is why i write in this and i dont care who sees it? I'm Back in touch with my Best Friend from when mum was a child Stacey Love will be great to catch up with her so we will be meeting soon and wont loose touch again, there is so many things i would love to be doing with you everyday but we would have to watch the weather :-( but you would be on great holidays, and have everything other kids have i wouldnt treat you differant due to your disabilitie althought youd get more gifts as youd have some problems with computers well certian computers, you would proberly be towering over me you were 4ft at 3 years old but you got it from me and your dad he was 6ft 3in i wont speak bad of him on this, this is your page and. I'm going to add a photo of your Daisy lights on here i have done your candles yesterday and today but your pictures of your lights will be on forever ;), i'll write more in the morning my little journal to you princess. Love Mum&John and all the family.xxxx