To my Special Daughter Happy Birthday Tiffany 14 Today.xxx I wish i wasnt sitting at a computer desk writing this! We should have been planning what you would want to be doing and buying a new outfit for you party, from you 1st birthday without you at that time was your 4th, i some how manage to go through the motions of the day, i see other people writing what they are doing for there kids birthday (i'm happy for them,but still wonder why me), im so thankful for the 3yrs and 5mth we got to be together, you were such a great daughter, full of smiles and your's eyes would see that, that smile was pure happiness, you did'nt cry, you slept from 7pm to 7am at time's id let you fall asleep in bed beside me in hospital in my camp bed then id gently place you in bed and watch you, then in the morning id open my eye's and look at you :-) sometimes youd be sleeping other times you would be looking at me smiling what a beautiful little face to wake up to every morning, i'd get up take your feeding tube out, lift you up and switch the TV on for the cartoons, sitting watching Barney and singing along to the songs, how i wish i had captured them on my phone, but i have learnt i really cant get what i wish for most in this world, YOU i cant be selfish. I have many happy memories of you that can never be taken from me you see i planned ahead, i have everything about you also written down, as i never want to forget anything about you. I cant believe you would be 14yrs old today already. Your LOVED by MANY and REMEMBERED BY SO VERY MANY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS. LOVE MUMMY.XXX