WE WERE UP EARLY ON THE WEDNESDAY MORNING OUR USUAL TIME I WOULD GET YOU READY FOR NURSERY, I'D TAKE YOU OVER AND END UP SITTING THE WHOLE DAY WITH YOU MOST TIMES, I DIDN'T LIKE TO LEAVE YOU THERE ALONE, EVEN THOUGH YOU HAD A 121 YOU NEEDED 24HOURS EYE CARE WHEN IT CAME TO KIDS ESPECIALLY ON 1 OCCASION A CHILD PULLED YOUR NASO-GASTRIC TUBE OUT. WELL MY GIRL TIME FOR YOU TO BE MOVED UP INTO THE BIG ROOM AND FOR YOUR LAST DAY IN THE BABY ROOM ME, YOU AND JULIE WENT TO DEEP SEA WORLD, I WAS SCARED TO HOW YOU WOULD REACT, BUT AT 1ST YOU WERE IN AUW, AND WOULD STARE AT CERTAIN BITS THEN I REALISED IT WAS'NT THE FISH OR SHARKS OR THE SILLY MEN IN THE SCUBA DIVING EQUIPMENT, IT WAS ALL THE LITTLE AIR BUBBLES IN THE TANKS, BUT I PICKED YOU UP, AND POINTED TO ALL THE FISH WITH BEAUTIFUL COLOURS AND YOUR BIG BLUE EYES LIT UP, I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I TRY TO KEEP GOING WITH YOUR MEMORIES BUT IM SCARED 1 DAY I JUST GIVE UP. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW IVE MANAGED SO LONG WITHOUT YOU, YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING MY LIFE THE DAY YOU PASSED AWAY SWEETHEART I DIED INSIDE TO, YOU WERE SIMPLY AMAZING ANYONE WOULD HAVE BEEN PROUD TO BE YOUR PARENT BUT IM THE ONE WHO WAS LUCKY TO HAVE YOU, YOU WERE AN AMAZING DAUGHTER IM PROUD TO SAY WE DID IT TOGETHER EVERY STEP OF THE WAY PRINCESS.XXX ALL MY LOVE MUMMY.XXXX