My Darling Tiffany, Days stand still it seems and nights feel like they go on so much longer since u were taken from me, I dont expect anyone to know how i feel each day feels like its getting worse,but then i think of all you had to endure in your 3yrs here on earth. I just cant make myself feel better, yes i can complain but I often wonder how my life would be like now if you had not been taken from us, I know id be so happy, waking to your beautiful bright smile and sparkling blue eyes i'd be the happest mother on this earth, its now the time of month where i just want to go away,but if i go who is going to visit you? I have'nt been to see you for sometime but my baby i promise im going to visit you more, i know i cant see you or touch you but just being where you are will make me feel fine, i am trying to get everything right for you just now so you have the most beautiful stone ever. The day i held you in my arms for the 1st time you were so small, with a perfect little face you were the most beautiful baby ever,i would do it all over again for you my princess like any mother should id go to the end of the earth for you and id still do it now to protect you even in death. I talk about you daily i never want to loose the image of your face thats embedded in my head,i promise from monday you will get a comment from me everyday of the week, but i hope you dont mind me not writing on a sunday but i will have more to write on the monday. If Spirits and Guardian Angels do exist then i hope and pray that you are with me every minute of every hour of everyday, i hear people moan when they cant get out at weekends or they are'nt happy because of the mess their kids have made, how i wish everyday that they would stop complaining and be grateful for everyday they get with there kids. Mummy is going to start volunteering for the Sick Kids so i hope your looking down on me and one day be proud I LOVE YOU SO,SO MUCH TIFFANY and i cant put into words how much i miss you as no words can ever contemplate how much i miss you.xxxx. Its a special birthday this year as you would have become a teenager, but i know my Guardian Angel is a big girl now not my little baby. untill monday sleep tight princess and i will never stop loving you.xxxx